All of a sudden.

Instagram double fail whale.

Instagram double fail whale. (Photo credit: atomic playboy)

All of a sudden my life has gotten busy. Not only am I managing three blogs, I’m also tweeting, and writing all day long as well. And yesterday my friend introduced me to Instagram, and now I’m completely obsessed. I’m in love with it. I’ve been running around the house all day, taking pictures of all kinds of possible things. I even started taking photographs when I was outside today. Which was weird seeming how I almost never take pictures in public, and because I almost never willingly go outside. However, I live in what could be one of the most boring neighborhoods of all time. Everywhere I look they’re either reconstructing or building something. So not the best environment to be taking pretty pictures in. I did however manage to find a coll sign shaped like a hand. Which was in front of the park I’ve spent time in ever since I was about five, and I’ve never noticed this sign before. Either it’s new, or I’ve been my normal ignorant self, and not paid any attention whatsoever to what is going on around me.

Apart from strangely going out on a walk in the middle of the afternoon, in the rain, this has been a pretty dull day. And it’s also been rather depressing. Today is Sunday. Which is my least favorite day of all the weekdays. Mainly because that means that it’s Monday tomorrow, which also means that it’s time for another week in school. I hate it. I just want to stay home and sleep all day, and also not have to worry about anything else than my writing. I also have to get involved with people in school. I don’t like that. Because I don’t generally like the people at school, or people at all. They always seem to disappoint me in some way. But that is also because of my expectations.

Yeah, I’m strange, odd and weird. I already know that. Have a good day. Since it’s school tomorrow that means I have to go to bed now!

My faith in nice people is almost restored.

Thor (film)

Thor (film) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Hello, dearest reader!

Since the comments were automatically placed in the spam folder, I didn’t noticed that some of you that actually read what I’m writing here leave comments. And for that I apologize! However I have now read all of your comments, and replied to all of them. I actually find it funny how I was almost ridiculously happy with receiving comments. So if you feel up to it, please do keep leaving comments! I will try my hardest to keep replying to all of them as well. You can also comment if there’s something that you simply want to ask me. I’ll gladly reply no matter what it is!

I know that I’ve gotten kind of bad at updating. But that is just the way I am. When something bad happens or if I just feel depressed I don’t really feel up for writing anything at all. And then there’s also the thing about me going to bed later than I’m actually supposed to and thus making me walking around like some sort of zombie through the entire days. Which also makes me to tired to think, and in the end to tired to write a new post. However after now knowing that you leave comments, and that there actually are people who read what I write, then I almost feel like I should keep writing everyday just for your sakes. But, I don’t want to lie to you, and to say that would be a lie. And although I’m at the moment feeling extremely happy and ecstatic that people are actually commenting and reading this, I know a day will come when I’m feeling tired and down again. So I don’t want to lie to you, so I’m not going to promise you that I’m going to write something here every day. However I will promise you that I’ll try to write as often as I can, and I will always write when I feel up to it! Something I can tell you though (thanks to the nice comments you left), and as I told my friend, you almost have restored my faith in that there are nice people out there in the world.

Today I went with the family to the park, where my little sister played until she almost started crying. Anyway, there they had some sort of trampoline for the kids. Which really made me wish that we had a trampoline in our garden, here at home. Who knows? Maybe it’ll appear sometime during summer?

Yesterday I watched Thor, and after having seen it (it wasn’t the first time, I have seen it around 100 times before) again it really made me want to watch Iron Man (and I’m going to tonight!). But even more than that it made me want to see The Avengers. I know that I’m getting a little fixated on superheroes and Avengers right now, but that is because I have waited almost four years now for this time to come, and now it’s only one week left until I can finally see it. Yes, that’s right, on Friday the movie arrives at the cinema here. I can’t wait for it, and it’s almost killing me. However, knowing that it’s only a week left (even less than that, six days actually) I should be able to get through this week in school without problem. Or it could go the other way around, and this week will be unbearable because I have to suffer through an entire week of school before I can finally go see The Avengers.

I guess we’ll just have to wait and see how things turn out on Monday then. Have a great day!

Part one of book three – done!


Pottermore (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Yesterday, or this morning actually, I finished the first part of book 3 about Erin. So far it’s only 192 pages or so. But more to come, since I haven’t even gotten to November yet. I am currently at October 29th. I was on a roll yesterday and the writing went excellent! Which led me to be up all night writing as well. That in itself might not have been the best idea, seeming how school will start again soon. However we have a day off tomorrow, so I won’t start until Tuesday. And since it’s right after the easter holiday now, I’ll be having a few easy weeks ahead of me.

Since I finished the first part yesterday I had to stop writing there, seeming how I didn’t have anymore notebooks to write in at the moment. I actually never thought that would ever happen to me. I’m always buying new notebooks, and people keep giving them to me, so I’ve never not had any before. But this was something new to me, but luckily I then had to go buy new ones today. Which got me strangely happy and pleased. Found two good ones.

Since I couldn’t continue writing on the third book for the moment there I started planning the fourth book instead. So far it’s going great, but I’ve only gotten three days done so far. We’ll see how it turns out later on. I haven’t written any of them yet, but the fourth and fifth are my favorites in the series about Erin. As well as the last and first always holds a special place in my heart. And will there forever remain.

Something fun that happened to me is that my account to Pottermore opened up today. Such a great idea and a truly awesome site! I was sorted into Hufflepuff, and before joining I didn’t know much about just Hufflepuff, but now that I know more about them (after having read the letter given after being sorted) I am rather pleased with having ended up there. I think it suits me just fine!

Get your own Pottermore account and discover the magic!

So that’s unfortunately all I had to say for the moment. Now I’m off to resume writing/planning!

So much to worry about.

Logos for MCU films. From top to bottom: Iron ...

Logos for MCU films. From top to bottom: Iron Man, The Incredible Hulk, Iron Man 2, Thor, Captain America: The First Avenger and The Avengers. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Since I live in the small country of Sweden, we’re always late with everything. It has never bothered me before, but now I have to wait until the end of the month until I can finally see The Avengers. I have waited for this movie ever since I first saw Iron Man. And because it’s getting so close now, I am tired of waiting. I just want to see it! Feels like I’m dying a little bit here. But to console myself I am currently obsessed with everything that has with The Avengers to do. So on Tumblr on of the newest things is to put pictures in categories and when you pull the pictures you get to see which character fits the category for you (sorry, I’m really bad at explaining things). And I found one of these featuring The Avengers. This is what I got:

  • Best friend: Tony Stark/Iron Man
  • Lover: Thor
  • First Kiss: Loki
  • Enemy: Bruce Banner/Hulk
  • Cockblocked By: Tony Stark/Iron Man
  • Killed By: Steve Rogers/Captain America

I was ridiculously pleased with getting Iron Man as my best friend, then I was also a little sad that Hulk is supposed to be my enemy.I don’t know about you guys, but I wouldn’t want Hulk as an enemy. The most surprising was probably Loki and the fact that Captain America is going to kill me. Wonder what the story behind that is. I’m sure it’s interesting.

If you want to see what you get, try it out (just click the link below):

Today was spent worrying and thinking about my future. Because here in Sweden it is time to send in your university applications. The last day to apply is on Monday. Thing is that all the universities that I want to go to is across the country, or far enough away from home that I have to move there. I don’t know if I want to move away yet, and I like the big city. University is kind of ruining my life right now. I will decide what to do tomorrow. We’ll see what happens then. So many things to think about and consider right now.

I just want to run away into some small cottage in the woods and live there forever and just write all day and night long.

A lot of books, but I can at least write until I die.

Logo of the TV series Glee

Logo of the TV series Glee (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Well, hello!

Today was an extremely uneventful day. And I mean that in every way. Absolutely nothing has happened today at all. I’ve spent the last couple of hours showering, watching the latest episodes of Glee and New Girl, and writing a post for my Swedish blog. Almost didn’t feel up for writing anything here today but I managed to get my act together and simply told myself that I had to write something here now that I have decided to start writing again.

So, Glee (and don’t worry – I won’t be giving any spoilers). I really liked this episode. Which is named Big Brother and is the 15th episode of the third season. As a big fan of Blaine since he is one of my favorite characters (the others are Brittany, Rachel, Sam and Kurt) it was nice to get to know a little bit more about him. Like the fact that he has a “famous” big brother for example. Played by the ever so lovely Matt Bomer. The songs were also great in this episode. Well, that’s all I’m going to say for the moment. I don’t want to spoil the fun for those of you that haven’t seen the episode yet. On the other hand, good news for Glee fans is that the series was officially picked up for a fourth season. So look forward to seeing a lot more out of Glee!

Onwards to New Girl then (don’t worry, no spoilers given here either!). Can I just start with saying that I adore Russell, and Jess together with Russell. Well, I completely love Jess and have since the first episode (I probably also always will). And this episode (the 20th of the first season, named Normal) was just as fun and packed with weird, hilarious moments as all of the other episodes so far. And good news for New Girl fans is that the show was picked up for a second season.

Since today was such an uneventful day I have very little to tell you, and that makes me somewhat sad. But I thought of sharing a little of what I have written on the third book about Erin so far, but then (as paranoid as I always is) I changed my mind. Instead I will now tell you that I have written 161 pages on the third book so far. And many more are to come. In fact after I have finished this post (and quickly updated my Tumblr) I will go back to writing.

When I think about it, I find it a little sick that I am already on the third book. This a story that I have kept to myself in my mind since I was 13 after all! It feels rather sick, and oddly pleasing to finally have written it down (although I still have a very long way left to go). There are going to be eight books in total after all. Only time can tell if I eventually will find enough courage to finally publish them one day. No, I’m just kidding. Of course I am going to publish them. After all I am writing to share my stories with the world (although I suffer the risk of my stories never reaching the entire world since I live in the small country of Sweden). However, my point is that one day I will definitely publish my books. And yes, the series about Erin are not the only one I’m currently working on. There’s also the series about Farrow and her friends/enemies, as well as the story about Soul and the rest of that gang. And many many other stories/series. I probably have over thirty books that I am working on, and the ideas for new books just keep going. I seriously think I can writing until the day I die.

Oh, listen to me go on and on. I am going to stop mumbling nonsense now and go actually write on my book.

Have a great day!

My school is trying to kill me… no, not in the way you think!

summer rhapsody

Right now I’m crazy tired, listening to Ellie Goulding and thinking that I probably should study to that test that I have tomorrow. But then when I think about that I feel even more tired. Maybe everything will just work out and the test will be stupidly easy, or maybe the teacher will be sick. There are countless of opportunities that could happen. But they never will. I’m not that lucky. More so the test will probably be ridiculously hard.

Feels like my school is trying to kill me with homework. Not only do we have a few tests coming up soon, but we have homework every day and everyday we get new ones. Math worries me the most, but whatever, I don’t have a math head so that’ll just work out whatever way it does. Or not.. Psychology is also kind of tricky subject there’s so much to learn and remember. But I’m not gonna worry about that just yet. Okay I decided, I’ll go take a shower and then I will study some for the test, or maybe I’ll just fall asleep from boredom? Whatever happens. I’ll be posting a longer post this weekend seeming how I haven’t gotten the time to do it this week, being sick and almost smothered by homework…



Image via Wikipedia

Hey, today I’m feeling a little better than from how I was in the last post. But this still won’t be such a long post I’m afraid. Anyway, yesterday I went over to my friends, Becky’s place, we met Nea and then went to the woods where we started a fire and grilled marshmallows, candy and much much more. We tried to break a tree in half but it didn’t go so well. Later I went home and ate home made burgers. Later (after Magda fell asleep) mom helped me dye my hair so for 8 weeks I’m going to have black hair now. What else?

Yeah, today I’m gonna start packing down all my stuff in boxes since we’ll be moving soon. I’m really excited about that but it doesn’t feel quite real just yet. Okay, as soon as mom, her friend, and Magda leaves I’m gonna put on  some music and then start packing. Bye for now.  

Nothing special.


There’s not really much to say about today. Nothing espesically fun happened. Not something boring as well. I’ve been thinking about to dye my hait darker (probably black) or something like that. And I bought the hair color today but it was the wrong one since I don’t wanta permanent one, I just want one that’ll last for a few weeks or something like that.

Anything else to say about this day? I can’t think of much more right now. I’m tired, hungry and kinda bored right now. So soon I’m going to go to sleep. Just a quick thing. Tomorrow/today I’m going out to the woods to I don’t raelly know, have a camp fire or something like that. But more about that tomorrow/today when I actually am kinda of excited about it.  

Short time memory.

Hide-and-seek #2

Image by Stéfan via Flickr


Today was a really boring day. Nothing interesting happened in school. Besides the fact that I was dragged across the floor by both B and N. It was kinda fun, until I realized how dirty the floor actually was. Then I was disgusted for a short while… then it was fun again. I’ve spent some of my afternoon playing hide and seek with my little sister. Or more like I was hiding and she was running after me. I guess that’s what you get when you play hide and seek with someone who doesn’t fully understand what it is yet, and did I mention the fact that it’s impossible for her to wait for even just one simple second? No, she just rushes after me right away. Which is good since I get a really good exercise seeming as I have to run all I have in order to just get the time to behind some kind of furniture. It seems I always become exhausted after playing with her. 

The good thing about today is that I found tons of new music, for example: Echo and the Bunnymen, White Lies, OneRepublic and Ellie Goulding. Which is really good because I always find the most new inspiration when I find new music to listen to while I write. And this is good because I really have to start to write, I’m Starting to get behind on that point actually. So that’s what I’m gonna go do now, write. Or I’ll go sleep. 

And while I remember. I had a dream this night. I had forgotten it when I woke up, then I remembered it when I ate breakfast, but now I have forgotten it again. 

Oh yeah, about the picture, someday, remind me of telling you about me, Pizza Hut and the Stormtrooper. 

I’m psyched… are you?


Image by nezumichuu via Flickr

Once again I didn’t remember what I dreamt. But I guess that might be because I didn’t sleep much at all. God, I hardly can’t wait until it’s weekend. Then I can finally sleep.

Today I’m kinda proud of myself. Not only did I finish the english assignments I had planned to finish today. I also wrote the lyrics to four songs. The thought is that it’s going to be songs for Lee Davies and the gang in the book about Erin. But probably someone else can write much better songs than me. I wouldn’t be surprised. I’m good at writing stories (decent at drawing) but poems, short novels, songs and stuff like that? Not so much. Sadly enough. Maybe someone out there in the world was hoping for me to one day become a famous poem writer. I don’t know about that, if that person exists or not, but me as a poem writer? Wouldn’t think so. I’m kinda bad at it. Or not just kinda, really bad at it. Guess it’s because… ah well, I don’t know so never mind that.

Another exciting thing is that I don’t have that much left on the first book about Erin. I’m really psyched to see how it will look on the computer (I’m writing by hand so it’ll be easier for my friends to read it). So soon I’ll be able to solve that mystery. I’ll let you know how it turns out!

Now just to mention nothing important I’ve been expanding my facebook friends. I started out at 126 friends yesterday (not really sure of the exact number) and today I have a total of 139 friends! Kinda awesome right. I’ve never been popular so I think it kinda is. Of course I’m not saying that I know and hang out with all of these people but still, that little number on my facebook page, I think that could make anyone feel good about themselves. Well, for a short while at least, then I go to a friends page and see that they have like 800+ friends, and then I’m back to normal me again. It hasn’t happened yet today, but it’s coming. It always do.